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  Healing Clergy Abuse

By Mary Rucci
National Survivor Advocates Coalition
May 29, 2011

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Thanks for keeping us up to date with the latest regarding clergy abuse. It sure does never end. I was going through some of my papers I saved when my son was suffering so from clergy abuse; in 2009 I wrote this poem:

HEALING CLERGY ABUSE

The wounds of abuse are raw and deep

from the top of my head to the soles of my feet

and to a precious child, the damage complete

How to undo such enormous pain-was God

in the room-did he see the insane?

this evil act from a priest, so devine,

to my person, to me, to all that is mine

The pain from this memory, finally unleashed,

hurts my hair and my brain, my eyes and my teeth

my heart explodes inside my chest, I can't breath,

I can't breath, nevermore to rest

I am startled from sleep sheathed in sweat

each day is a hell with demons unmet

but worse than all the horrors that I endure

I have lost who I am, of that I am sure

What does it take to find the road back

when you're so empty, so sad, so far off track

it seems too hard, I don't have a map

Dear child, be still and just quietly listen

to the voice deep within

and dwell in that soft place that is truth

please be patient and listen

For deep within is a strength that defines

it is who you are – have been all this time

a precious uniqueness the universe requires

to make the world complete

The wounds of abuse are raw and deep

and the scars that you carry may sometimes seep

but you'll know who you are and accept what is

from the top of your head to the soles of your feet

 
 

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